Never been more frustrated in my life. Can something just go right for once?

I just wish that you knew how much I want to physically be with you. Not hooking up, but just mucking around; Playing video games, taking dorky pictures, cooking food together.
I want nothing more than that right now.

Lost 2 kilograms yesterday from vomiting my guts out. Haven’t eaten in about 30 hours. Got 4 hours sleep last night.
&& meant to be going to a barbecue for school tonight.
FUCK ME SIDEWAYS.

For my 16th birthday I want a tattoo. A tattoo on the back of my neck of the date I was diagnosed with my lupus.
I don’t care if you disagree with getting a tattoo when you are my age. I don’t care; it’s my body not yours.
And getting this tattoo means more to me than you will ever know. So shut your mouth before I shut it for you.
